The old man - Lone Tree

The old man

Grey wind races across the field,
Chasing lines carved deep in damp soil,
Churned and hacked by plough and harrow.
Year on year, turning the surface, Scraping and shaping,
Scribing purpose on the land.
Rain follows wind,
Drawn and driven,
Blown over ridges,
Filling in ditches,
Soaking the dirt.
Standing alone in the face of the weather,
An old man of the earth.
Battered and scarred,
Twisted and ripped.
Once he stood with others,
Young and wild,
Bright and beautiful.
They raced for the air,
Reached for the light,
Laughed as they spun and they stretched.
Their finger tips touched,
Brushed and caressed,
Then bound together.
But they are now gone,
No longer as one,
He stands alone.
He remembers the years,
He feels where they were,
He misses their shade,
He is not proud that he has survived,
He does not relish the solitude,
Or wear it pinned to his trunk.
The old man remembers,
As winter beats his flesh,
And summer bleaches his skin.
He remembers.
He takes a deep breath,
Drawing in the scent of his place,
Inhaling its songs and its stories.
And he knows they are here,
Down in the ground he can feel them,
He knew all along they were there.
Standing alone, just like him,
Feeling alone, just like him,
Never alone, just like him.

Snowdrops

Tiny crystal bell

Reflections of the cold

Breaking of the Sun 

Toward to the new, together

Stem to stem

Embracing each other

Stronger, spreading

You and I, we

Lifting our faces to the change arriving

Spring comes, finally

Radiant dawning

With you I can stand

A poet of the frail

A prophet of the summer

With you I can risk

The tread of the mindless

The crush of the cruel

With you I can be

A sign of the change

That comes with the wind

To soften the hardest

Melt the frozen soul 

Tiny crystal bell 

Ringing in the change

Herald

Hope

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Murmuration

Wind song plays amongst the trees, 

accompanying the starling’s waltz,

two by two, they join.

Becoming one,

moulded in motion,

Dusks rosy sun dips as the avian ball,

paints a lullaby in the stilling sky.

Low whirls of mist,

emerging from the ground,

weaving between fence and hedge,

waiting for the dancers,

to fade back into the woods.

Flowing dark greeted now by the owls cry, 

sentinel of the night.

The trees settle in,

shrug off the day, 

and all is done.

The Rain Fell

(written to the prompt “give colour to something colourless – emotions, senses, etc.)

The rain fell, 

it leached the colour from the sky 

Gauze upon gauze

Shifting the depth of the world

The distant hillsides now hardly visible

Once what was sharp and full of colour 

Now beyond my horizon 

Layers of damp grey air

Dripping between me and the end

The destination once trimmed with purple promise

Now become the space between my feet

The moment distilled 

Into each single movement 

Singular and repetitive 

Concentration honed inside my hood

My breath the extent of the world

Only here, only now

again and again

Till journeys done

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Holy Fool


I am a fool
I look beyond reason
I stray beyond logic
I dance when I should cry
I weep when I should party
I am fool of joy for the things I don’t know
I am past caring about the things I do know
I love someone I’ve never seen
I admire people who I know are a mess
I hope things are fragile, I just don’t trust stability
I long for the future and I love each step toward it
I walk the earth but I dream of the heavens
I know I am special because of my ordinariness
I find chaos confusing and confusion creative
I am of no influence yet I strive to make a difference
I have no voice yet I shout from the rooftops
I live a life that’s a joke with a serious punchline
I am a poet who’s lost for words
I love the world that turns its back on all that matters to me
I want to embrace the people who want to hurt me
I pray for those who hate me
I serve one who knelt and washed feet
I live for a deity who died for me
I am an innocent because I know what I’ve done wrong
I am free because my heart’s not my own
I am strong because I am broken
I found God in a “Godless” place
I am a faithful rascal
I am an ordinary radical
I am a fool for God

Three loads I carry

Three loads I carry as I walk,
Three packs I balance on my back.
Each one I meticulously packed,
Each I carefully stowed and strapped down hard.
Not one I felt I could leave behind,
Not one could I do without.
Three weights I feel dig in my shoulder,
Each one present and distinct,
Pulling me in different directions,
Making my way harder than it seems,
Causing me to miss my step and trip,
Yet often they feel as one,
So tightly are they bound together,
So long have I carried them.
At times they feel alien jabbing and ripping me,
At times they are part of me.
They are things of great value to me,
Things that make me who I know I am,
Things that give me place and time,
Things that though at time they give me pain,
Are me.

One great sack carries all I hold of worth,
All that I think I love,
All that I hope never to lose.
How could it be possible to leave this bag?
I could no more cut off my arm or leg!
This I bind closest to me,
I wear it next to my back,
This load gives me stability,
It sures me when I feel feeble.
It is my frame, yet still it is heavy.

One carries all my certainty,
That which I have no doubt is ordained.
In each part a word or thought,
A prayer or poem which gives me purpose,
It is what keeps me on.
It holds my map, my itinerary.
How could I abandon all this,
For whom should I walk,
Which way should I go,
How would I know, how could I be sure?

One load binds all three,
It wraps around the other two,
At times holding them,
At times pushing them sharply into my skin.
My fears I carry in this last bag,
My fear of losing the others,
My fear of walking alone,
My fear of being lost.
My fear of being pointless,
Of going nowhere, of being no-one.

But,
All this speaks of me; my loves, my faith, my fears.
My scale of what is valuable,
My sense of what is good and right,
My insecurity.
I am content in each step and yet I count each mile,
I want to pass, to savour each view,
To go the places I could not plan to visit,
I want in each to leave something of me, something good behind.
Somehow, I don’t know how,
I know I must risk leaving parts of me by the road.
I must give up my load,
Lay down my pack.
Not in wild abandon,
But in faithful surrender.

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Dwell in me

Great God,
who constructs the cosmos, dwell in me.
who sets the stars, dwell in me.
who paints the planets, dwell in me.
who separates the seasons, dwell in me.
who dictates the days, dwell in me.
who times the tides, dwell in me.
who made mankind, dwell in me.
dwell in all my being,
dwell in all my walking,
dwell in all my crying,
dwell in all my loving,
dwell in all my thinking,
dwell in all my living.

Pentecost

Poem

Waiting, Waited,

Flame Breather, Life Teaser,
Sweet Essence, Hard Presence,
Pulsing Blood, Sweeping Flood
Storm Force, Water Source,
Deepest Kiss, Draining Bliss,
Motivator, Love Creator,
Hearts Gripped, Conventions Ripped,
Fire Poured, Winds Roar,

Whisper, Whisper,

Blown Upon, Blown Away,
Burning Up, Burning Out,

Baraka, Ruach, Shanti, Shalom,
Life Spirit, Holy Spirit, Spirit.

Prayer

Kindle in us a love for the wild beauty of the creation of God.
Fan the flame of passion for community.
Heat us to white hot with yearning for culture to be transformed
And people to know the God who breathed life into them and the world they walk upon.
Spark in us a fire which rages with all consuming heat against injustice, oppression and evil.
Bright flame, for whom Aidan of Lindisfarne was named,
Passed on from generation to generation,
From winter to winter,
From day to day,
Set alight in us the love of the Christ who walks in the world,
Blow on us with the wind which filled the sails of the Perigrinati and spread the Gospel throughout the world.

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